I am so very nervous these days- My hands shake, I am so jumpy. Chris is begging for chances I will not give him, and being way too nice. I am cringing and waiting for the other shoe to drop.
I sit here in Lexington, Kentucky Cracker Barrel eaten alive with nervous ticks- back against the wall, fearing him eight hours away.
I just want control of my life again, I need that power back.
No more intimidation, so subtle his parents blindly overlook it- no more promises….Just a peace within me and focus where it belongs.
I untether my happiness from my circumstances.
~Charlotte Greer Slater